perhaps

grit.in.your.teeth.
Take that frustration and funnel it towards experiencing the rain. Then suddenly, everything feels eclipsed and beautifully humble.
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I planted a bunch of wildflower seeds in my tiny circle part of the garden yesterday. I think one can teach themselves patience by revelling in the fine art of nurturing. Tent caterpillars and crab grass are absolutely unbearable. They're back in full force again this year uuuurgh! On another note, Royce is moving to Toronto and visiting New York in two months to pursue his ambitions - I'm gonna miss that boy to bits because I know he'll be successful with his artful talents. Maybe one day I'll see his work in Marvel or DC and I'll be so proud!

Now! Instead of being all broken-hearted about baking unwanted cookies I'm going to clean and read more Kabuki.