i'm just a girl now

dear giant,
i don't know what i am doing.

just recluse for comfort in the meantime, miss.
you are scared for tomorrow
like a little girl
in a pink frilly dress. gone dotty.

there is no one there to hold your hand
in this sea of sterile shoulders
/ manic coloured walls.
oops - you've lost a button, miss.

a stone broods in your belly,
+ 1 stagnant antibody.

Hush, darling:
soon, you will birth a giant.