The year is 2006

It's a weird feeling to actually feel inferior for attributes I was born with. To be treated as less than a woman and told that I'm a self-absorbed asian is just... I dunno... new? lol. Ah well, I guess an internalized hiearchy does exist. For every hiearchal order, there needs to be a reference... of course, we never seek to see ourselves as the inferior people, so naturally we will look below us. This isn't an exclusive ladder for race, it also applies to gender, social networking, affluence, etc. So I understand why some people act the way they do, it's really just for comfort so I can't be angry... I've just kinda lost the taste to even make cookies...

Anyways, my legs are feeling a little wobbly from biking around Richmond with some nice company. I hope I'm not going to get sick because my throat is sore. Tomorrow will consist of hardcore room cleaning, binder stuff sorting and hardcore weeding in the front yard. But for now, laundry and sleep.