Thursday, July 21, 2005

Dear journal,


he loves me too much to be jealous

I wish I had a secret because I have nothing left to hide. I look at him and wonder sometimes, what goes through his mind. I don't know what questions to ask anymore so I constantly try to reinvent myself... and wonder if he ever notices. I don't keep a sketch book anymore for this very reason... it all comes on here.

I cry sometimes because I can never be what he ultimately wants.
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So boo hoo fucking emo girl. On a lighter note, I got all the courses I wanted - e-mail or talk to a prof directly if you want to get into a class. 297 or 298 students, it's all the same to the prof anyways. Hyyyyyaaaa! (^_^)V

Anyways, camping next week on Saturna - I'm excited!

2 Comments:

Blogger Gautam said...

Although I really like your writing style, I wish there was less ambiguity. I dunno, I always find it interesting, but wish more was divulged. Just a preference. "Pi" was a good movie though, you should check it out.

11:21 PM  
Blogger Melba Toast said...

Hmmm, I'll keep that in mind - thank you :).

6:22 PM  

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