u r here.

I have 2 spiders living on the window pane beside the toilet of my bathroom.

I acquired a straw hat today. Now I feel dirty. Would you like to know of the host of men I've been with? The strangers that I've slept with? Would you like to know why I cheated?

lol, yes - of course you would, it's news and an ego/morale booster for the current state of affairs in your life... a comforting reassurance that you're still fresh in this game. Sometimes you might be afraid to question and confront what you're scared to admit... that maybe you're throwing nothing towards an image you've been striving to build. So - here I am, my fetishes for your veil, the labour and concrete for your castle. I'd like to clear up the fact that fiction may be my substance to escape sometimes... please don't push a ficticious flaw into an undeniable and absolute truth.

What I write in here - take it as you will. Gossip is hungry again.
I don't believe that I lead a static life, neither should you.