sweet heart

--Theme for 'mother'

I'm really tired right now. I also need to learn how to wear bras again. G-Unit surprised us with a luvverly picnic lunch on extremely fluffy grass. Plus, the sandwiches were excellent. (mayo gives you cataracts btw). I'm volunteering friday and saturdays now. Still with the same resident.. and she's such a sweetheart. My first midterm for bio is this tuesday and I'm not ready for it. Like, really not ready for it. Ah well. This is why I'm staying at home. I figured I never really belonged anywhere with respects to a social life. I truly miss the old days. Nothing's been the same since Machala left. Things are so seemingly complex. Casual fun? Yeah, I'm not exactly intent on waiting and bussing home in the rain at 2 in the morning because no one really cares. The bbt lifestyle, I've never really been a part of. I guess I scare a lot of people away. Cheers and have fun! I'll always have a bed that can never turn me down.

But boy am I so happy!
Except for the part where my watch is missing. I feel so naked without it.
I'm a whore in all my dreams.
But above all, the sandwiches today kicked major 'mofo' ass. (I don't know how to use mofo properly in a sentence.. please someone tell me how?)