hei

The union of two characters, "Hei".. Happiness. In weddings, we combine the two characters side by side and it becomes Double Happiness. A symbol of unity amongst a couple and their respective families.

Perhaps it’s a feeling of being jaded. As I lay in bed at night, there is this overwhelming feeling of emptiness. Even when I know I’m not lonely. I am not a hermit. I cannot change the world. I feel underwhelmed. Trapped by tragic circumstances. Unable to be truly transparent… celebrate a lover, share a secret with a friend. Embody the meaning of double happiness, actualize the double life.

I feel tugged in different directions… And I don’t know what to do next...