when push comes to shove

[image: madsky; myopia]

you learn a lot from the people you love.
target practice. empty husk.

I should be happy writing the last thoughts on my application.
As I sit here dotting my i's, crossing my t's
I don't know if I'm crying because I'm excited or because I'm overwhelmed with disappointment. I feel like I'm talking to an empty space again except this time, there's no echo.