Apparatus for facilitating the birth of a child by centrifugal force

Apparatus for facilitating the birth of a child by centrifugal force

Yeah, I know it's terrible. The SUB Arcade is also closing this summer because of the lack of profit. *le sigh* lol, ah well - Beaty did afterall introduce me to that crazy Korean Bashi Bopper machine (basically mad button mashing). He also introduced me to Calpis (which I thought was cow piss for the longest time) and it's super sweet tasting. Needless to say, bubbles in bubble tea aren't for me. I always think that I'm eating tadpoles or something. Thanks for the visit Mr. B! (though this was a few weeks ago, lol)

So, at the moment I'm just sipping away at tea hoping that this uncomfortable full feeling goes away. It scares me to think that I was once capable of eating so much. When I was 12 or so, 2 DQ Ultimate Burgers would be my usual satisfaction after ballet practice. 90 pounds was considered gigantic - another big reason why I had to quit. When the big attempt at the Lord of the Rings marathon was re-celebrated a few years ago, I swear I ate a whole large pizza on my own in one sitting. I used to eat 3 fricking bowls of rice at dinner as a norm. In addition, I still have the occassional night time snack of economy size Kettle chips to busy myself.

My eating habits basically define gluttony. It's disgusting and I clearly understand that. For the past 2 months I have not felt sexy at all and I don't think that feeling is going to change anytime soon unless I start making serious changes to my life. It sounds easy but when I thought about it, I've been binging for as long as I can remember (no, I don't purge) so it's hard. I just hate wasting food. I also understand the importance of doing this healthily so that input = output. Nutrition is integral. yada yada yada...

Anyways, life has sort of reached a plateau. I don't know, blaargh... more next time.