I should really stop waiting... shouldn't I?

I've grown too dependent on even the simplest of exchanges or some tiny emoticon of acknowledgement. Oh, why won't the gyre start turning.

*glum face*

I've got not motivation. so I'm keeping physics. After some resolution to find a job, I don't even care. Reflects how much I don't care about that aspect.. mind as well continue the burden that is an extra course. And I didn't even try.. not even to look at a resume. I'm so full of bullshit sometimes.

and believe it or not, it took me 30 minutes to write this crap.